Revolve Around the World Item # 3

There are a few people who thinks that the world revolves around them. Say for instance, Kanye West, he's been an awards show-crasher for a few times, and he thinks that it wouldn't affect his popularity which includes his album sales, contract deals etc. but we'll see in a few months. But whatever he does still doesn't affect my delight over his songs, they are somehow of substance over other rappers. Another perfect example would be Megan Fox, for having a rude exchange of words between her and Michael Bay (director of Transformers). But that doesn't still remove the fact she's HOT!

Moving on a more localized and very personal note let me start with friends. Friends are there to understand you. Friends are there to listen to you. I don't care really how i project things, but that's genuinely me. I hate being misinterpreted and misunderstood. I really don't understand how people think of themselves too much. People who thinks that the world revolves around them. Take for instance, I had a situation where some of my friends would ask me if i really have feelings over this classmate of ours which they (unbelievably!) thought for a long time. Me as honest that I can be really denied it because there's nothing to admit. I really don't get the point of admitting something that you didn't really do or in this case something that you don't have (feelings). I look upon her as a friend who turned to someone whom I already do not know already. Time may be the suspect. I get the point that maybe I have fault over this. But i do think the whole blame shouldn't be accounted to me alone. AND JUST IN CASE, this is just a part of a game to embarass me to everyone, that I play the part of someone hoping for something to that person and she just laughs at me saying that I don't have any chance on her. WELL, screw whatever happens! I'M MAD, i know but this foolishness has to end. Anyways we don't like each other. She has her preference and honestly di ko talaga siya type (forgive me for being rude) x(

Really Hard Item #2

It's really hard when you get to that situation where people accuse you of something that you really are not or something you didn't do. It's really hard that people do misinterpret you in countless ways. It's really hard for you to understand because all odds are against you and every action you do will be perceived improperly. Why do people still push forth things that are way too impossible to achieve or in a better view, difficult to fathom...




...Sometimes, just like some things in life there's no need for an explanation.

On Humility, Users & Frustrations Item #1

I really hate people who are users, i mean users in their own understanding, nakakainis talaga...I mean everyone's living in a utilitarian world but to some extent we have to manage these people because as everything, every single entity, non-living or living should have a saturation point.

Humility is a measure of breeding. I certainly believe that these is applied to everyone else, that's why up to this constantly changing era, there is still a great barrier between educated or not, rich or poor and for me properly educated and raised and IMproperly educated and raised.

Have anyone been frustrated in their present engagement or relationship. I cannot speak of this because me myself is not involved in a relationship at this point. I don't care how people treat you or how they perceived you. What I really care about is that why are you doing these behind your loveone's back. I think you are just bitter and have regrets with all the "present" that you have. Bakit di ka pa rin tumitigil. We were supposed to be closer as friends but with what you did, everything failed. You had been a great barrier and i think will always be as soon as I am here and you are still frustrated. You think you're great! well, that's what you ONLY think, and i definitely beg to differ in a million ways.

50 days and another stage of my life comes. I want to be antisocial, I want to hate everyone because i believe its very healthy. Everyone wouldn't like it. I know. but like everything else we shouldn't be fixated and be stagnant. Everything else develops rapidly.

countenhear

1,2,3 I was counting lizards on our ceiling
I hear noises from outside
Noises that will be part earth’s horizon
Off as my light went out…everything was hidden on darkness

3,4,5 I was counting advertisements on tv
I hear dogs barking, and cats meowing
The sofa was soft as I was lying
Watching shows that networks do for living

6,7,8 I was counting text messages on my mobile
I hear my keypads being pushed as if they were spelling out
every letter i put in.
The bed was ready to be laid on but i still refuse.

9 and 10 I was counting how many hours have passed and I still think of you
I hear the alarm waking me up and saying a bright morning
but every day that passes, 1-10 would still be 1-10 if only you were right here with me...

....then every number wouldn't be the same

bro/ken hearted

she was my world were all the things are in their right places
she was the one who puts glimmer in my eyes,
she was the panacea for a lifelong of unbearable venom
she was the missing piece in my life's puzzle

one day i realized that such move can be risky
risky that it can break us apart,
apart where hatred and pain are sandwiched by life's destiny
destiny, yes destiny that is not for us, but for her to someone else

if ever i knew that things would happen this way
then, i should've waited longer, where everything else were ripe
ripe, where it can be picked and be enjoyed by two
the two whom equality of love and comfort will be a commitment

every woman i see, i see her in their faces
a face that i know will remain up to my deathbed
remain not only because of love but more of pain and disappointment
pain and disappointment that will remain as scars in my mind

now i see she's in cloud 9, in someone else's hands
dynamites keep on exploding up in my mind down to my heart
the reason for living is not anymore important
important, because time is too short, and the venom is engulfing my whole body

maybe there is a reason , yes it's a reason why we both didn't became as one
the reason i do not know...maybe were just two opposite poles that do not collide
or there is something in me that doesn't satisfy her, or is there really more to life
more to life that she looks for, that more to life that she found with someone else,
and not with me.